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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! kn0cturn4lFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Bang BangI can’t believe this is happening  Happening again  It’s like a bad dream  
From which I suffer constantly in vain  He is not what I want  
He is not what I need  He fills my soul with envy  
And my hands with greed  I have more important things  To stress for than he  
This hard image I portray  
Is all he seems to see  He doesn’t understand  The philosophies in my ways  How once upon a time I was a lady  It was in my younger days  I know it is not I you want  Nor do I seem to want you  But for some crazy reason  
I see your face, and something tru Bang Bang
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Loving you with patienceI loved you patiently  
Without haste or greed  I loved you with kindness  I wanted to fulfill your need  I loved you without wondering  
Of what or whom you deserve  I loved you without questioning  
If it were you I want to serve  I loved you with my body  
My soul didn’t seem to mind  I loved you with as much passion as I had to give  But you have left me behind  I loved you without complaining  
About the things you do and don’t do  
I loved you without ever telling you  
That it was true indeed I did love you  
I loved you with malice  So much it killed Loving you with patience
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Better than this...I am writing these words  
Because they are words you need to hear  I am writing this because  
I wish you were here  But you aren’t  
And slowly I begin to contemplate the reasons why  I am feeling like I am making sense of it  
I feel like I no longer need to try  
To show you or explain  
What I think or how I feel  It is all so indifferent to you  
I wish this wasn’t real  In this life of little time  We realize many things  The joy of love  And all the good things it brings  Finding love takes time  
And I don’t want to waste yours  I don’t want to Better than this...
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You call that loveHow can you say you love someone?  
And even bring yourself to kiss another  You fuck me and kiss me  
And then tell me how much you love her….  Do you listen when you talk?  Do you watch the things you do?  You ask me how I can say this is not love  
I know because I watch you  
Closely I listen  
When you tell me how you feel  
I receive with open arms  These things you think are real  Being a woman  
I know what love does  Love will make you crazy  
Thinking about what once was  Love will make you silent  
When you only want to scream  Love will make You call that love
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Been tooo loong.. sheesh

Tue Sep 29, 2009, 7:18 PM
I am back... have yet to p0st anything, however I am working on it... new job new state new school... same shit different day...


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!abortion Nov 14, 2005, 3:30:09 PM
Thank you for the kind comment and the +fav! :aww: *

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....has a coathanger in their forehead.
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~fcaute Nov 10, 2005, 1:14:55 PM
You are pretty to... but cuite surprised at the ID

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When you look away, this signature is written in Spanish
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~kn0cturn4l Oct 23, 2005, 11:37:09 PM
what happened to my reply to that? Thanks for your comments. and you are right, if I dont embrace this then the next decision I make will be based on the fact I feel I will have failed this by not trying.... and thats the only freaking reason I am going..... well you can't beat free med school :)

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Your mouth is a cage for your tongue if you just close your teeth
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~Porsche944 Feb 23, 2007, 5:48:46 PM
OK Its been a year where did you go? :wtf:

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split a piece of wood He is there, turn a rock and He is there...
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~kn0cturn4l Sep 29, 2009, 7:11:44 PM
I am back :D Finally got my password solved.. don't know if you're still around

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Your mouth is a cage for your tongue if you just close your teeth
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~Porsche944 Oct 29, 2005, 7:32:47 PM
Hey I never got this in my box! What the hell? Anyway I found it here and I'm replying anyway....
I have found a ton of regret from not embracing life, enjoying the simple gift of friendships because of fear that someone may not understand or see it a something altogether different, I cannot begin to fathom the richness of life I have missed trying to live in a world I thought was "right", life is too short to risk losing memories and experiences that will last a lifetime. I would much rather in a world of "I tried" than a world of "I missed it"....never again for me.
I pray for your peace and your prosperity in life, not always is it monetary, the greatest properity is in your spirit... pray for mine too!
2f1t (ASL) lets see how smart you are :)
Where is there free med school? I wanna sign up. LOL
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~kn0cturn4l Nov 1, 2005, 1:46:15 PM
I really enjoyed reading that... it brought light into this darkness which I have been desperately trying to find my way out of...... in my sense of desperation and my unwillingness to say... "I wish I had" instead of "I tried" Perhaps in some cases, one can try TOO much.... for sometimes, when we go after things we want we musst be patient.... when you are trying to catch a bird... do you run to them with arms wide open..... no you creep.... I didn't do that.... I rushed into destruction... and now all that I refused to let pass, and all that I made sure I tried to get, and all that I tried to say.... I scared the bird away..... I have learned so much from this experience... and I have not yet given up.... but how do you get a bird to fly home that has already flown away??
Free Med school is because my father teaches doctorate students... which means I get to go to any school in any state that he works at for free....

2f1t?

check the journal....

Thanks again :blowkiss:

and you are in my prayers... only... I am afraid I pray to someone whom never existed.... only YOU have the power to change, and in changing one truly realizes that it is not you that you are changing but the way you think and look at things...

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Your mouth is a cage for your tongue if you just close your teeth
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~Porsche944 Nov 1, 2005, 4:06:18 PM
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In the scaring of birds department; it has been my experience as both a hunter and just observation enthusiast that if you leave the area where the bird was scared, appear to be looking the other direction with interst and allow the bird to return without making any crazy flailing jestures that may remind it of the first fiasco you may just be able to get it to feed from your hand......patience and timing.
2f1t
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~kn0cturn4l Nov 3, 2005, 10:46:54 AM
Have you seen the movie down with love? It talks about just that... it all kinda clicked when I saw it.... its kinda a girly movie but it is still hilarious... You should check it out... Oh and if you do hop in your winnie, and you wanna take a trip you can come see me and I will tie you to the couch and make you watch "what the bleep do we know" I am telling you it will change your life :|


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Your mouth is a cage for your tongue if you just close your teeth
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